Showing posts from February, 2005

A bad one.

I've always posted the poems I liked.But this time around,I'm posting one of mah poems which I really hate.The more I read it,the more I detest it.

A look in the eye
Looks away before you look back

A tiny whisper in the ear
Silences itself before you react

A smile starts at the lip
Is gone before you smile back

A tiny dream arises from deep within
Vanishes before you let it take flight

A feeling which touches the heart
Plays with the mind's might

Why is it that everytime I reach out,
Life goes out of my reach
Whenever I need to live
Living becomes an earnest beseech
To seek and to survive...

Never bothered to complete it.

The Day it was Mom's B'day :)

Today is Momma's b'day (grin)...and I took over the kitchen(I grin,others dont) ...and I did a pretty decent job (Everybody's grinning)

My bestest pal had come over,and Boy,she rem'bered it was Mom's b'day!!! Here's where the real difference arises.People who care,remember and take time out.Time is a function of importance.

We zeroed on Pav Bhaji and Caramel Pudding.Initially I tght,Mom likes Butterscotch cake...but me dunno how to make it :(.What if we bake a regular cake and ice it with Butterscotch icecream? :D.Well,the idea wasnt appreciated,so we settled for the Pudding.

Err..initially,Mom had to help out in the kitchen.Me was,as usual,bawling away some song.Marc Antony's "You sang to me".I went on and on,till Mom gave me the "Why are u doing this to us?" look and said,"It's ok.U dont have to sing back to me!" Hmm,fine.Wont sing :(.

The day passed off,thankfully,without any major event.Nothing burned/over cooked.No mes…


Today I was silent for 10 straight hours.I know,miraculous.But well,that's what your field can do to you,if you are soooo into it :.Resorted to SMSes for a while,but after all,how many SMSes can one send?

I've had so much of these training sessions that I can sleepwalk in case I've to give one!

Everybody around was smoking during the break.All the guys and the gals and my boss too! Was wondering how many did it coz they enjoyed it,or coz peer pressure or coz of stress.And would I ever succumb to it?

Yesterday I downloaded "Kabhi mein kahoon" from Lamhe.The first song from my childhood,which introduced me to the world of romance....I'm still in love with this song.And the movie was amazing too.The way Sridevi gets the man she idolised all her life as her life partner,and the song begins with the same line,"Sapna mera sach hogaya.."

Lovely song.Absolutely lovely.Makes you want to fall in love so much.

Fight it out :D.

Have read it twice in the past week :-

"Women who fight/argue with their husbands,live longer"

Ahem,I didnt try to analyse why,but looks like am gonna live for ever after :)).

Continuing the previous post...!

Continuing in the same line of thght as my previous post,here's what I scribbled while waiting for my PM to turn up.Silly - Yeah.But matters nevertheless :).

Will you love me
If I spill sauce on your favourite suit?

Would you love me
If I wiped blank your favourite CD?

Would you still care
If I rammed your car into the wall?

Would you hug me
If I crashed your comp?

Would you like me
If I burn your photo album?

Would I still mean the world to you
If I wake you up in the midnight to make me a sandwich?

Would you still love me,dear
If I did everything you hated?

Would you scold me
If I knock down your Granny's antique piece?

Can I count on you to hold me,
Everytime I stumble?

Can I expect to be loved
Everytime I commit a mistake?

Can I fall back on you
To teach me,guide me and not scold me?

Would you make me feel silly,
Everytime I cried during a movie?
Would you cry with me instead?

Can I dream of you loving me,
Inspite of all my misgivings and faults?

Will you please allow me to cuddle upto you
Even after …

Through good times and the bad ones....

I've been feeling very strongly about one issue since the past few days.How important it is to be good/polite/mature/serious all the time???

I mean,at times it gets to you!You simply shout at someone,tell someone something bad only to regret it later.And that person doesnt forgive you.You wonder,if he/she really knew you enough,to let one incident change the perception.And if it's worth having such people in your life.Constantly explaining and justifying your actions to someone,waiting for approval and forgiveness.Thinking you might lose the people who matter,just coz you did something wrong...Why cant you feel secure,that irrespective of what happens,or what you do,your friends wont misunderstand you,and they wont ditch you.Why be anxious round the clock?

How often can we allow people around us to make mistakes?How tolerable are we?Can we still love someone if they did things we detest?Is love all about being goody-goody all the time and deserting the person the moment a bad tr…

Aim it right!

Man,that last post on mah Summers was a marathon one!!

Must learn to be more concise and less verbose.Well,I learnt this at my Training session today.We had to draft Aims and Objectives of our training program,and though mine addressed the issue at hand,it was too wordy.Aim has to be a short,single statement.Objectives can be half a page,no probs,but aim has to be very precise and specific.

Aim to be short and sweet now ;).

Hey,how about a poem on Aim? :D!

Begin with knowing what you shall achieve
Aim to achieve what you claim
Claims should be stated under the 'Objectives'
Objectives support the achievement of your Aim.

Lol :))!! What Was THAT?????!!!!!!!

Summers Start..!!

Hi bloggu,

Man,had so much to post on 14,but the damned Net gave away!! A silly sa love note tha,ek bahut introspective post tha,sabh kuch gaya!

Neways,today was mah first day at mah Office :D.And as they say,I was 'raring to go'.So much so that,I arrived 80 mins before time :O!! Nahi,not my fault,I was told to report at 10,my peers were told to report at 11.I was there at 9.48.Pata hai,while going to the Off,I was wondering how come my action-filled life witnessed no event on this important day.....and the Auto's tyre went Pfffftttttttttt..Tire Puncture.I thanked my stars for functioning properly.200 meters to the Off,abhi chal kar hi chale jaaten hain.Glance at my watch 9.43.Hmm,and I couldnt recall where exactly the Off was!!I gave myself 5 mins to find the off, or call up and scream for Help!Thankfully,within 5 mins I was at the place.I was told certain Mr.Rohan is incharge of the interns.Waited and waited.Wished my cell had Minesweeper inbuilt :(.It was 10.10 now.I tght…

Lose to gain...

A look into the skies from my room triggered this one :-

A look into the horizon
I can feel myself there
Pulling itself out of me
My Self seeks to fly away.

Free,pure and angelic
With no worry of the world
Fly,fly and fly away
To reach the zenith of the Light .

I sit here wondering
If I can let it go
What shall I be without it
A Spring with no flow.

It tries to tear itself apart
I force it to stay
It looks back with teary heart
I look away.

Don't go please,
For you are the only one I have
I seek to make you complete,it said
By making you reach beyond yourself

I close my eyes and let it flee
And feel myself become as the One I had set free....

Common Sense :D

A wealthy man decided to go on a safari in Africa. He took his faithful pet Dachshund dog along for company. One day, the dachshund starts chasing butterflies and before long the dachshund discovers that he is lost.Wandering about, he notices a leopard heading rapidly in his direction with the obvious intention of having lunch. The dachshund thinks, "I'm in deep trouble now! Then he noticed some bones on the ground close by and immediately settles down to chew on the bones with his back to the approaching cat.Just as the leopard is about to leap, the dachshund exclaims loudly, "Boy, that was one delicious leopard. I wonder if there are any more around here?"Hearing this, the leopard halts his attack in mid-stride, as a look of terror comes over him, and slinks away into the trees. "Whew," says the leopard. "That was close. That dachshund ! nearly had me."Meanwhile, a monkey who had been watching the whole scene from a nearby tree figures he can p…

Aaraam Se...:)

Holidayyysss....ummmm...the time when you feel utterly dispensable! Since my sems ended on 5th, I've been doing nothing.Absolutely nothing.

My schedule -

Day begins at 1.30-2 pm. Nobody shouts,thankfully!Am at peace with myself,so allow myself to sleep as much as I want to :D.Breakfast (Yeah,MY breakfast) follows.Then Dad wants me to join him for lunch.I dont mind :D.

Around 4-5 realise I need to do some work atleast!So,make tea for momz n addz...Deed for the day done :D. Watch TV,read the papers till 8...Dinner and then surf the Net till 2-3 am.Go to sleep.And repeat the above next day....but today I went shopping too,so had my share of outing.Bought an aquarium today.4 days of hols down,another 4 to go before mah Summers begin.

Yawwnnn.......had too many grapes in the eve,feeling 'high' :)).

Sleeping,dining and lazing all day along
Swaying to the Bryan Adam's song
Flavouring days with all things sweet and spice
Man,life sure looks rosy,cosy and nice.

Zai Jiang! :)

My Shadow :D

Got plenty of time to kill :D.Saw this on Mike's blog and decided to try it out...

What kind of shadow am I?

You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you,you are always right at his or her heels! Your deep social connection with human beings produces your qualities of genuine caring and charisma. However, at times you are naive to the true nature of your loved ones. Remember that humans' gift of free will does not always lead them in wise directions. But your essence of love and friendship represent the other precious gifts of humanity. Overall you are a strikingly valuable and innocent being who has a lot to give.

What Kind of Shadow Are You?

Ahem....any comments on this? :P

After a long hiatus......

Was talking to Aks today when he asked me to post a poem on the Creative Corner thread on told him I stopped writing and he asked why?...And I asked myself ,indeed,why?

Life's too good to let one incident take it all away from here comes one,after a long time.As always,dedicated to the Kid mod :).

Face the Sunshine

I sit here all alone,in the open air
With the feelings of hurt and despair
For all the things that went haywire
Things which pull me deeper into the mire.

I struggle to make myself free
Against the tears and the misery
I realise,the more I fight,the more I lose
A quiet submission is what I choose.

When I prepare for it to sweep me in
A deep cry rises from within
'Don't give up on me',I hear
A plea arising from the Heart of Fear.

Fear that I may forget to smile
Forget that this may last just a while
While I choose to cry,Life passes by
Why cant it take along my sorrow,my sigh?

But I may choose to forget
All the pain this Love had beget
And carry on just fine

Mein aisa kyun hoon...??

I bet everyone must've at some point in their life wondered about it.

Why am I like this?

- I think I know what I want,but then why do I seem to be confused?
- Why dont I spend money on cosmetics and accessories?
- Why do I love food so muccchhhh??
- Why dont I like chocolate faced guys?
- Why do I always start studying from the last chapters?
- Why do I go to sleep the moment I feel I'm almost there with my syllabus?
- Why do I find gals who talk about their BFs and guys who talk about their sports car vain?
- Why do I underestimate my appetite and order a small pizza?
- Why do I start giving sermons at the drop of the hat (Now,dont all of nod your heads!)
- Why cant I be cool about the fact that guys CAN wear brown shoes over black pants?
- Why do I drift into my own world the moment my gang starts gossiping in the canteen?
- Why can't I sit still in the Fin class?
- Why do I ALWAYS argue with the HR faculty about HR policies?
- Why do I think of starting my own fast foo…