July 25, 2007

Yeh kya hai?

It's such a turmoil at times...what's right...what's wrong...peace of mind...selflessness...living for others...living for self..

Am a lil disturbed off late...and it has a lot to do with the way things are in my life right now.The more judgmental one is, the more the disgust. This is right...do it this way..tht's not how its done...In the effort to to bring in some sanity to life, we bring in lots of rules, hoping that it will streamline everything. But it again doesnt work that way, does it?

Peace of mind is lost when we anticipate & experience sorrow before it comes. It's also lost when we think we deserve something & dont get it. This 'deserve' germ can actually harm us in more ways than we can imagine. Are we such good judges of self to understand what we truly deserve?

Unhappiness...is majorly coz we dunno yet what makes us happy. If somebody is happy doing his own thing, and we cant do our own thing, we become unhappy. Its so relative. Why cant my happiness start & end with my world? Why does it have to be measured against someone else's?

Insecurity...yet another demon which raises its head when you are so unsure of things.

Kya hai?? Itna kya tension hai? marr toh nahi jaoge na?! Aur agar mar gaye...toh tension kis baat ki hai?? :D

Chalo smmmyyyyllllleeeee :)))))))
© Zarine.